Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Signs of Spring!

On the way out to check the mail this morning I was most happy to see three of these little fellows ...


 
Bluebird:
Keynote: Transformation. Passage into happiness and fertility.


In an ancient Pima tale, the bluebird is described as having been an ugly color, but then one day it found a sacred lake where no water ever flowed in or out. The bird bathed in it four times every morning for four mornings, singing a sacred song. On that fourth morning, it came out of the river with no feathers at all. When it bathed itself again on the fifth morning, it came out of the sacred lake with its blue feathers. The bluebird became a symbol of transformation through sacred song and sacred acts.

In the Pueblo tradition, great importance is placed upon rituals and ceremonies honoring the six directions. In the Niman Kachina ceremony, the bluebird represented the southwest direction. The southeast and southwest directions represented the rising and setting of the shortest day; thus the bluebird was a symbol of the setting on the shortest day of the year, the winter solstice. Hence the bluebird is considered a winter bird, but it often indicates that each day that follows will have greater sunshine.

The bluebird is also often considered a spring bird, representing the movement out of winter into spring. It is a bird of transition, of passage--from winter to summer, from child to adult, night to day, barrenness to fertility.

In the north the appearance of the bluebird heralds the coming of spring. Its habitat is one of open fields with scattered trees and is one of the few birds that has benefited by the spread of agriculture, and thus it is often a sign that we will also benefit from the agriculture within our own life. The things we have planted and the seeds we have sown will come to fruition.

Among the Pueblo, bluebird feathers were used to promote snow and ice, moisture that will bring new growth. Because of this and other similar associations, the bluebird is also related to fertility on all levels.

The bluebird is a guardian of all passages and transitions that we make or are about to make. We speak often of the bluebird of happiness, and this is rightly so. It makes our movements more fertile, productive, and protected so that we can attain the happiness we need in life.

When the bluebirds show up, we are about to see a change in the climate. Darkness will soon fade and more sunshine will arrive. Our own fertility in our endeavors will increase, and our passages and movement in all endeavors will be protected. Those things or people who had hindered our endeavors will find themselves bogged down in their own "ice and snow."

*Animal-Speak/Ted Andrews
Keynote: Modesty, Unassuming Confidence and Happiness
Cycle of Power: Winter and Summer (changes of seasons)

The bluebird is a native of North America. Although once common, they are now quite rare. This often is a reminder that we are born to happiness and fulfillment, but we sometimes get so lost and wrapped up in the everyday events of our lives that our happiness and fulfillment seem rare. When bluebirds show up as a totem, it should first of all remind you to take time to enjoy yourself.

Bluebirds are part of the thrush family, and you may wish to read about thrushes to learn more of the bluebird. The males are entirely blue, while the females are blue only in the wings. Occasionally there will be some warm reddish tones on the chest as well. Pay attention to the colors and where they are located. This will provide some insight.

To the Cherokees, blue is the color of the North, while in many magical traditions, it is the color of the East. The edges of many Jewish prayer shawls were often the color of blue. Blue is associated with the throat chakra and creative expression. Blue is symbolic, so ask yourself what blue means to you personally,.

The idea of the bluebird being symbolic of happiness is fairly recent. The concept has developed more within this century than any other time. As far as I have been able to discover, the bluebird did not play any major role in Indian myths or tales.

This bird always has a plaintive song and modest, unassuming appearance. Its shoulders are hunched up when perched, giving an impression as if ready to dive. This can be symbolic of a need to work hard and play hard. Are you trying to shoulder too much responsibility?

To the Pueblo, bluebirds are considered winter birds because they descend to the lowlands with the snow and cold during that season. This transition from winter to summer is dramatic in the area of the western home of the Pueblo. It is a transition from great coldness to summer heat.

This is symbolic of a passage, a time of movement into another level of being. Specifically, it is connected to the transformation of a girl into a woman, and thus the bluebird is also sometimes connected to puberty rites. This, of course, has connection to human fertility and a new confidence and happiness in coming into your own.

Other Pueblo rites revolved around the use of bluebird feathers as prayer sticks. They were considered beneficial for snow and ice, and for bringing the summer rainy season. There are also rites in the Pueblo tradition that tie them to the fertility of the land.

Bluebirds are gentle and unaggressive. They do not push or bully other birds, but they are very scrappy when threatened. They have been known to put to flight jays and even larger birds. Their homes usually have an entrance facing South, the direction for awakening the inner child. If a bluebird has come into your life, look for opportunities to touch the joyful and intrinsically native aspects of yourself that you may have lost touch with.
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Even though it's only 37° and the weather is calling for more snow later in the week I can't help but feel thrilled to see them. They are what I consider a sign of Spring coming 'round the corner. It can't get here soon enough!

Namaste', y'all ...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Knitting for love, sewing for fun, and One Small Change update.

My neighbor, Joyce, is a wonderful, remarkable person and a very dear friend. Always happy for me to walk down the hill to her house, hot coffee and good conversation ready. We talk about everything, share recipes, craft ideas, homemaking ideas, chit-chat about life in general. I love visiting with her. It was deeply saddening to learn she was diagnosed with breast cancer several weeks ago.

Being the kind of woman she is, Joyce got a jump-start on dealing with hair loss from the radiation and chemotherapy she was going to face in the coming weeks. She had her grandson shave her head! We joked about temporary tattoos and fancy scarves tied up like turbans. With an incredibly positive attitude, love and laughter, Joyce has dealt with a bad situation in a way that is unbelievably admirable. Despite the treatments, the side-effects of the medications she has to take, she has moved through the process with the only word I can think to use ... grace.

So, with it being winter weather around here right now, and her having no hair to cover her noggin', I got busy knitting a gift for Joyce. Using the roll brim hat pattern from Simple 1-2-3 Knitting, Lion Brand Homespun yarn in the colorway Tudor, I knit up a noggin' cover. Very easy pattern on #9 circular needles, then switched to #9 DPNs to finish it off. According to the instructions it says you can make it in a couple of hours but, well, I'm just not a fast knitter and it took me longer. Meh, I don't concern myself with speed, just the joy of the process of knitting and I get there eventually! Anyway, the yarn (pattern calls for mohair) I used is soft, machine washable & dryable, and is a lovely blend of cream, tan, rose, lavender and blue. Being a boucle' yarn, it also has an interesting texture and has a slight "fuzz" to it which is somewhat mohair-ish, too. Yes, it technically called "bloom" or "halo", but I'm not technical.



 

With the studio in a somewhat more functional state I've been doing a little sewing for the home. Throw pillows! Ridiculously easy to do and they change the entire look of a room with a small amount of fabric and cost. I like that. I got these fabrics back in the fall with the intention of making the pillows after the major part of the living room renovation was done.

Alas, studio was packed like a sardine can and sewing anything just wasn't an option. I found the new fabrics in a stack of leftovers at a discount fabric store. I used the stuffing from the old pillows to stuff the new ones. I've still got another set to make for the chairs but I haven't found just the right fabric yet. Need something dark to balance the mulberry colored ones on the sofa, but I want to bring in some deep rust colors as well. I'll stay on the look-out for something. A trip to the thrift store might bear fruit. Come to think of it, I may have some old pillowcases in a dark rust color --- *Note To Self - pilfer linen closet! But here's what's done thus far ...



 

Back at the beginning of the month I told y'all about stumbling across Hip Mountain Mama and her blog about One Small Change. What a phenomenal thing it has grown into on the web! Inspiring! Please visit the Community of Change and see for yourself. Better yet, join in and make one small change in your own life. To update on my choice of a small change: Paper Recycling. I decided to clean out space in my pantry and put in a second recycling container for paper in addition to the one I already had for plastic bottles and cans.

Like it is for many others out there, times are tight and the husband and I are watching our pennies. We live out in the middle of nowhere so we don't get the fancy-schmancy recycling containers the city provides. My pantry is kinda' small, too. I had to be budget friendly and a little creative ... laundry hampers from the Dollar Store for $4 ea.! For the time being I lined them with large trash bags. Now that I have access to my sewing machine again I'm thinking of using some old sheets to make liners. Jazz them up a bit.



What I've found since starting this change of separating paper from my regular trash is that I've only had one bag of trash to take to the landfill. ONE! In a whole month! Amazing! Before I would probably have had five or six bags. I still have to get a burn barrel to burn the paper stuff but that's okay. I'll get one soon. Until then, there's still lots of room in my recycle bin.

I've been thinking about what the next "One Small Change" will be for February. With a closet full of fabric and a sewing machine at the ready I'm inclined to whipping up a stack of napkins. I haven't bought real paper napkins in years because the husband likes paper towels for napkins. For myself, I used dish towels. I think it would be nice to make the switch to cloth napkins, as well as cloth towels to substitute for the paper towels. Not to sure the husband will go for it, but I can at least use cloths for all the other things I've used the paper towels for ... wiping up spills, etc. It would be interesting to see how long a roll of paper towels would last if they were only used by the husband as napkins. Since he's only home about 10 days a month, probably a long time. Yep, cloth napkins for February!

Namaste,' y'all ...

Friday, January 15, 2010

Thoughts and Prayers for those in Haiti ...



I've been reading the news online about the devastation in Haiti and it is a true horror story, one that seems completely overwhelming. I can't go and help. Like many these days, I am not in a position to send goods or funds. But what I can do is light a candle and say a prayer. It's a small thing but it's something. That's what I'm doing today.

Namaste, y'all ...

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Balance ...



Have you ever felt like you were walking a tightrope? I feel so unfocused and lost right now and I don't even know where to start looking for an answer. I'm trying to feel grateful for all that I have in my life but somehow it isn't really working. I can't put my finger on what I feel is lacking. Yes, I know finding a balance is important to finding happiness, but I don't know what would be my definition of happiness right now. Maybe it's just the winter blues? Ah well, take it day at a time. That's all I know to do.

Namaste, y'all ...

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

The book is almost always better than the movie ...



I have just finished reading Girl With A Pearl Earring by Tracy Chevaier for the upteenth time. I love the imagery, the descriptions of the paintings, the rooms, the characters. I love the way the girl, Griet, looks at things with an artists' eye for color and composition. It speaks to the artist in me. How could it not?

While I did very much enjoy the movie (it was beautifully done) with Colin Firth and Scarlett Johansson, I am still a person who prefers the written word. I can make my own 'mini movie' in my head while I'm reading. No Hollywood movie magic can compare with what I can imagine on my own.

Off the top of my head I can think of one exception ... The Bourne Identity. I read all the books in the series several years ago and enjoyed them, but y'all, Matt Damon just kicks ass. Period.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I get lost ... but it's so much fun!



I'm not sure what it is but every time I get into Photoshop I get sucked in. Before I know it time has been sucked in with me into some black hole of creativity and my day is gone. I'm not necessarily complaining, just commenting on the phenomenon.

A couple of months ago my husband and I got new cell phones. He the Motorola Droid and I the HTC Droid Eris. In my email this morning was a list of contact numbers he wanted custom icons for. I've just spent a lengthy amount of time making them and having a lovely time doing so. Here is the one for our dentist ...



Namaste, y'all ...

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Taking out the trash ...



Yesterday I was surfing 'round the net, reading blogs, checking out what others have posted about their New Year's resolutions, and what-not. I came across Hip Mountain Mama. The post for the day was this: One Small Change. I'm not really a resolution maker. I've done it, sometimes with success and sometimes with a definite lack of success. On reading this post I was struck by the simplicity of the idea, and I was all over the list making process for what I would like to change in my world. It's not about making resolutions, it's about changing your life one small step at a time and I like that.

Starting point. I've been working on becoming vegan for several years now. It's been a slow but positive and rewarding change in my life, my health, my attitude. I believe if everyone became vegan the entire world would bloom. Of course, it's not likely to happen any time soon. Sad but true. Getting my own husband to become vegan/vegetarian would be the equivalent of single-handedly reversing the effects of global warming! The only one I can change is me. So January is the month to begin one small change toward moving even farther forward in my journey to being completely vegan.

Now, I'm sure there is a hand raised out there with the question of, "Why is it taking you so long to convert?" attached to it. It's a good question and I have a number of reasons.

1) It's a really big switch, even from being vegetarian. Veganism is more than not eating meat. It's about eliminating ALL animal products/by products from not only your diet but from your life as well. It's about becoming educated. It involves learning what and where all that stuff is (manufacturers are sneaky) and finding an alternative. Even with internet accessibility to lots of alternatives, acquiring them is not always simple and easy. While there are as many approaches to being vegan is as there are people on the planet, for me it also means being eco-conscious. Yep, tree-huggin', dirt-worshipin', savin' the planet all rolled into one big enchilada. It means being aware of the impact you have in everything you do.

2) So, again, it's a really big switch. Think about all those things you've used/loved/consumed all of your life and suddenly not having any of it. When I started out I was overwhelmed. The more I learned, the more I felt the need to go through every single thing in my house and throw it all away. My shoes were nearly all leather. My health/beauty care products were animal-tested and had horrible chemicals in them. Cleaning products were equally as toxic. My carpet, my art supplies, my knitting and quilting stuff, my books, my light bulbs, my cat food, my Jeep, my brand new wool/cashmere Land's End pea coat ... ALL BAD, BAD, BAD! I'm not wealthy. I couldn't just chuck it all in the trash and buy everything new. And trashing it was BAD, too! Starting from scratch was (is) completely and totally unrealistic. I had to stop, breathe, and form a reasonable, practical plan.

3) Health. Priority one. Learning about diet, vitamins, minerals. Many people who become vegetarian forget there is more to it than just eating tofu and vegetables. They end up suffering a host of health problems and go running off to the doctor - who is inevitably going to convince them to start eating "normal" again. It's important to know what replaces what in a vegetarian diet. Where do you get your protein if you aren't eating steak and eggs? What about vitamin B12 (again, found primarily in meat, eggs and dairy products)? How much do you need of everything? No one book or website gives you a 100% run-down. And what if you don't like tofu? It takes time to learn what you need, how much you need, and where to get it in a way you will still enjoy it.

4) My husband is a carnivore. He's a person who doesn't give much thought to just how those paper towels got from Point A (manufacturer) to Point B (kitchen counter). He focuses on the convenience of having them. Period. I'm not saying he's totally oblivious, but he moves through life like most people do. If you want a cheeseburger, you don't think about how it started out as a living, breathing, feeling, thinking cow - you just go to your favorite burger joint, order it, eat it, and then go about your merry business. Learning to compromise what I want vs. what he wants has been a challenge. Some things have been easy to switch (he loves the Kiss My Face shaving lotion) but others, sadly, will probably never change (he loves cheeseburgers). This means that no matter how much it makes me cringe I still have to buy stuff I don't want to.

5) The great art of compromise. Not only does my husband's way of life conflict with mine, I sometimes conflict with myself. Example: I am an artist. The bulk of my art supplies are not eco-friendly. I know every time I buy a tube of paint I'm buying a 'bad' product. There are places you have to learn where you will drawn your line in the sand and where you won't. I may be okay with using fabric bags instead of plastic at the grocery store, but I'm not giving up my art ... and I'm not going to try making my own yellow ocher or Prussian blue paint. I'm not going to try making my own paper. I'm not going to make paintbrushes. I'll leave all that up to somebody else. Sand = Line.

There is compromise in other things as well. Some from simple cost factor - organic is expensive, and accessibility - I live in a small town with limited options. Internet shopping is not an option if the shipping cost is outrageous, which is often the case. Driving an hour or more to shop in a larger city isn't always practical either. Part of being earth-friendly means being aware of not only what I buy, but where I buy things. I personally think Wal-Mart is evil on many levels, but if that's the only place I can buy the toothpaste my husband likes then that's what I have to do.

6) Living with or living without? Think about the things you just don't want to give up for any reason. Everybody has something they just don't want to let go of, stop using, or live without. Over the years I've been switching to a vegan lifestyle I've come across a few things that I just refuse to let go of. Some are personal, some are emotional, some are practical, some are simply because I am human and I'm not perfect. My art supplies are one example, as I said. Another is my jeans. Okay, I hear the WTF???????'s in the crowd. For years and years and years I have worn Levi jeans. What can I say? They 'fit' me. I've debated the issue from all angles and perspectives. I know they are "bad". I know all the reasons why I should NOT wear Levi's and y'all, that's something I just have to suck up and live with. I'm not comfortable with my other options and that's okay. If I come across them used on ebay or in a thrift store, in my size, and in good condition, that's wonderful ... but if I have to buy them new, then I will and I won't apologize for it. I won't give up my Levi jeans.

So what, after all this long list of reasons, is the point? What "One Small Change" is up for January?

Trash.

Yeah, trash. I've been a plastic bottle (husband is a coke drinker) and can recycler for a long time now. But I haven't been very diligent about other recyclable materials. I want to start with paper products. Like everyone, I get junk mail (though I've reduced that by quite a bit), there are those paper towels, cereal boxes, product packaging, etc. that fills up a trash bag quicker than you might think. I'm going to clean out the bottom of my pantry and set up better recycling system - adding bin to include paper stuff. That is the first step and I'll do it today.

Now, the next question is what to do with all that paper stuff? Some of it would be perfectly safe to burn or compost, some not. I'll have to find out more about that aspect but it shouldn't be too difficult. What has this to do with stepping up the vegan thing? The change is ultimately taking less trash to the landfill and lowering my impact of polluting the environment = in my book that's a really good vegan thing.

Namaste, y'all ...

Friday, January 1, 2010

New Year = New Blog Design

Thought I'd start the new year with a new page design for my blog. Yeah, I'm wild and crazy like that. Not sure I like it so much yet. Always a work-in-progress. Eh, it's only the first day of the year ... I still have 364 days left to tinker with it - who knows what might happen.

Namaste, y'all ...