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Take a good look at this photo. It's exactly what I wish I were doing right now. It's Saturday morning, it's raining, I'm chilled, I'm sleepy, I'm at work. *sigh*
I've been thinking about my lack of blogging. I miss sitting down and "talking", telling about what's going on. I've blamed it on my crazy schedule. Never seems to be enough time to sit and write about current events and/or what's on my mind. I realized that isn't entirely true.
Some time ago I found out a few people I know read my blog. While having readers IS the intent behind any blog, it still sort of wigged me out. I got paranoid about what to say - or not to say. My blogging cramped. Something like 'performance anxiety' kicked in. I know it sounds bizarre, and well, a little foolish. I can't even really explain it. It simply is what it is. I just have to get over it. I miss blogging.
My most exciting news is that Open Hands Reiki Natural Healing is now, officially, a non-profit organization. Yee-Haw! We're going to be applying for grants, etc. to help us financially move forward with doing things we want to do. Things like working with veterans, the elderly, Hospice, and others. While having anyone walk in off the street for a Reiki session is always nice, I know there are so many people out there who could truly benefit from it and are unable to pay (even though we are 40% less on our prices than anyone else around) because of the fact that insurance companies have yet to list it as a payable alternative therapy. (That day will come!)
Honestly, it breaks my heart to tell some sweet little old woman with a host of problems, "Sorry but no, we don't accept Medicaid or Medicare." I know what Reiki would do for her yet there isn't really anything I can do to help. Open Hands still a business with expenses and unfortunately, we can't give sessions away for free. We offer a senior citizen discount and hold a Reiki Night the third Wednesday of every month where the general public can come in and get free 10-15 minutes sessions to 'check it out', but that's about the best we can do. Hopefully, with an influx of grant money, our ability to help those with financial limitations will be vastly improved.
Artwork-wise, my paint brushes are still on hold and dry as a bone. I can't seem to get my mind in the right space to paint. As usual, I have all kinds of ideas floating around in my brain. Getting them from mental canvas to physical canvas simply isn't happening. I'm torn between repainting Orange Kimono in a different style, re-working the current Work-In-Progress for the bazillionth time, or just mucking around with an abstract for snorts and giggles. It's frustrating. I wish I could just shut myself away in my studio for a couple of months, but that isn't likely to happen. I've got to figure out a happy medium soon.
Knitting is going a little better. I've got several things in-progress. One of them is this cute little project ...
Acorn ornaments! Aren't they adorable!?! I found the pattern on Ravelry.com from Carmen Rigby. They are really easy and quick to make, which is giving me some of the 'instant gratification' I've been needing lately for completing projects. I think I'm going to knit some plain, but with others I may add little feathers to the top and eyes on the nut part ... little acorn elves! I've also got a 2x2 rib, tri-color scarf and a cardigan sweater on the sticks. Oh!, and funny little bookworm and mousie bookmarks as well. Don't have photos of those to show right now.
Unfortunately, that about it for today. Duty of working is calling and I'd best go be productive.
Namaste, y'all ...
